Tuesday, December 11, 2007

I hate u...



Never thought I
Never ... that I will meet u,
It happens, Fate or Fortune,
At times I wonder

Comin thro'
In fears and tears...
In dreams and dawns...
Walkin thro' with me ...In nightmares.
Finally vanishin like smoke
I hate u...

U brought happiness,
U brought sweetness,
Now why? Tears...

Didn I pray for u, Didn I say for u
Didn I cry for u, Didn I reconcile u
Then
Why should u do this to me????

Showin me the depths of hell
Making me yell
Should I endure?
So I hate U...

Never so emotional,
But now, It was a blunder...
To meet u, my wonder
Though u plunder my heart
Should I hate u?

I can't ever hate u
I lost in the battle
Battle not with weapons
Fightin not with serpents
Deserted...never I thought

No guns, No swords
No sins, No words
But U are killin me
Showin me light
Showerin me love...
And Now...leaving me alone

So I hate u...

Bitter Days

Bitter days those are
The days without you
Haunted with all fears
the hours without you

Never was I so lonely
With love all around
never was I so depressed
with merry around

Ever since I saw you
Never did I sleep well then
Everytime I think of you
I'm thrown into a darker den

You refuse to see me
Though you love me
Coz that will make us weaker
Without cold we will shiver

In the dry sand I stand
Holding your hand
I will die the next moment
There is nothin more to be spent

The real thought of you
drives me mad
I am totally insane
But I'm happy even in bane

Bitter days those are
The days without you
Haunted with fear
the hours without you

Dreams...

Little too far, I have travelled
With no hopes of being raveled
From this clasp of dolour,
I have nothing but fear....
Of losing my heart

For an untold misery
Last to know the treachery
Loving soul can never feel
The lies in the eyes of a girl

I would go any far
Even if it was to take up a war
With the bitter souls on earth
Who just take it to death

It is not about just living
But being in your heart, gleaming
In u, would be like the dew,
Hiding but being within

It is about hoping
Hopes are wat all live for
Every day every nightfall
Wishing you would take me closer

Little too far, I have travelled
But,I will go any far
To Fall back in your arms,
Mazed by your charms,

Wishing my dream come true,
To rattle back my soul
Will race through my life
Winning...Holding your hand

With you around me,
I cannot be alone,
With you in me,
I cannot be alone
Even in my dreams...

Better than a stranger,
But my hopes here just linger,
Well it s about a chance
And you seem to just defy

I cannot cry anymore,
For I am standing on shore
of the bay filled with
Nothing but my tears...